Thursday, May 17, 2012

Abs

There are some weird spacing issues here and i am not sure why, so sorry about that.


I am not sure what made me want to write a short post about Ab's. I mean this in a functional way.While we all WANT to have Ab's like this : 











And yes I picked a great triathlete named Hillary Biscay instead of a souped up carb depleted body builder, but 
We all want to be able to show our midsections, even if you live in MN and your midrif is pale as a baby's
bottom. I call it my "cancer free zone!"  But what Ab's really matter the most??? If you had to grade which AB's 
you really need to be ON, and those that are just for SHOW, well here is my thought on that:




1) Transversus Adbominus. Pretty much the gate keeper to keeping your pelvis neutral. IF your pelvis isnt 


Stable well your legs and your hips are gonna be doing the jig to keep from overworking. Hamstring issues?


What is your TA Doing while you run? If you have no idea what i am talking about, then you need to figure that 


out. Do you have a little Buddha poking out? Then your TA is not participating today. Even on the bike....


IS your tummy tight And is your belly button pulled into your spine??? Keeping your tuck in Aero can be hard, 


but keep thinking about that while you are trying to hit your insanely high power numbers.





















This picture above shows how the TA cannot be seen when you are walking around after the race. The TA is 




hidden under that 6 pack we all think we want. 










And yes The RA is a great strength muscle it really does contribute to your overall core strength but i would not




put all your money on it in Vegas. 




2)Obliques, esp the internal obliques. Again think about pelvic control and controling the pelvic girdle. 





Look at the pic below. What happens when the IO is weak and elongated? Your pelvis drops forward into anterior 




tilt and your rib cage gets pulled down with it. Along with your rib cage your shoudlers now have a nice tug 




anteriorly contributing to the impingement you have from swimming 3-4000yds / 3-4x week. 




I rate the IO right up there with the TA. 









Ok my goal with this isnt to make you not want a great set of Ab's, or a 6 pack but to remember the most


important muscles for you to swim bike run and remain injury free are the ones that we cant see, for the most


part. Triathlon is surely and image sport. It's a lovely sport, fast bikes, fast people, well sculpted athletes. 




Dont get caught up on comparing yourself to everyone else's looks, bc I know as well as you do, that there are 


more than enough terrific athlete's that dont LOOK like they will be fast! 


Train safely.







Tuesday, May 15, 2012

More images from St Croix

I had a few more pictures to share from STX and our time there. Nonrace pics that show the pace of the island. I have had a few days to think about the race. I would love to go back if i could avoid the 12 hour airport days and find a bit more direct way to get there. I would love to ride that course again, this time with less fear. Its not an easy trip nor is it a cheap one ( tho really? our airfare was about what we paid for Tucson, just sayin) so i know how lucky i am to have gone this year. 

This was as good as it got in the days up to the race. You can actually see some sky that isnt rain and grey here. But yes, it rained/poured right after i took this!This is a view of the swim course. Loved it. Having swum once in my wetsuit since being home i cant tell you how much i would rather swim without a wetsuit. My shoulders DO NOT like my wetsuit. I am too tall for my suit andwell, think Wedgie. But it pulls on my shoulders making things a bit messed up.



This is the Alley Galley. It was so wet out we just went inside but in theory you go order your drink at the take out window. They had the best banana bread there!

Right as i finished Rich snapped this. I was a bit too sassy wasnt I. Show's i didnt really give it 150% on that run. Just 100% which mentally was all I had that day. 

 Devon is from Canada. I gave him a free ride at one of the practice swims and he thanked me and we started talking. One of those crazy dudes who does IM with his longest run of 13 miles. Good for you Dev! Wow.
Notice the mudfields around us. You may not know it but we are sinking in pretty good.
I should have taken Gretta's picture but she was too dirty and too embarassed of her stink.
I respected her since she had taken me thru knee deep water and had kept me upright.

 As it poured the next morning we hung out at a coffee shop. I found some wine with my name on it. Casa Julia.
 Finally the cloulds parted on our last day. Rich is out looking for buried treasure at Block Island.
 Here he is sporting the latest fashions. They made us wear that life vest bc i guess other tourists get tired and they rest on the coral. ouch.
I am afraid of the coral. I am always thinking i will kick it or it will bite me.


Here I am in glasses that are too big for my puny face.

 Rich looking relaxed and happy. Made me want to go back to ST Johns. We got out on the water from STX and seriously there was a big cloud over the island. Not so out at Buck Island or at the BVI or St Johns. hmm.....
 And here we are at home. Tmmrw I have my first real Open Water swim. The buoys and docks arent out so i dont think we will do a full loop ( 2 miles) but i do have at least one person coming to swim with me, but thistime of year its freaky out there. It's a big enough lake i dont think i want to go too far from shore. But soon. Soon no wetsuit!


So what is next? Our team has a duathlon this weekend. I feel 150% better than i did this weekend so i plan to race it, if i dont feel great I will drop out. But i hope not! and Then either Kansas 70.3 or BSLT 70.3. I am leaning towards the race that includes a homestay, driving there, fun people and no plane rides thru Lubbock. :)

Friday, May 11, 2012

The Beast was the least of my worries

Finally home, sweet home. While in theory a trip to St. Croix was nice, it is good to be home where i have my own bed and no rain. And no roosters, and no midnight screaming. The place we stayed was A+ for convenience. But D- for most everything else.

I dont think i have it in me to really do a true Race Report but I will try to give you some goods and bads about the race.

Swim +++
Felt fine, not much fatigue and other than freezing, yes i said FREEZING, as the last wave we got to sit wet in the wind and rain while all the other waves went off....I felt good.

Warmed up with Lance. He popped up right next to me after swimming to the Cay and i was like a dear in headlights.

Didnt drink salt water


Swim ----
Got nailed, women cut your nails and if you want to swim faster than me, start in front of me, dont CLAW your way over me. Some good blood marks on my arms.

Last wave, need i say more.

Bike +++
Should start with the negatives bc the only real positive of the ride was i did not crash. But to keep this in order, the other good thing about the bike was the climbs. I did awesome on those and I would go up the BEAST 10x before i would descend in rain and grit like we had.

Fuel was right on.

Bike ---
After the 1st spin out on the very first descent about 6 miles in I knew my "ALERT"button was firing. I had less pressure in my tires bc it was so wet but it didnt seem to help. I nearly stopped to try to take  more air out but i had deep rims and knew that could present even more of a problem if i deflated too much. So i vowed to just be careful. Sigh...That pretty much meant any descent that had any curves( hello the entire course) I was a pansy 10 mph desecnder playing/feathering my brakes.

I got passed alot, and I just let it go. I let the race go during the bike. For that mental hiccup I am pretty upset, but at the same time I had many thoughts of "Would i rather crash or flat?" and i honestly thought i was going to crash. Another time turning from the Left  you ride on the Left over there, to the Right lane I spun into the pros coming at me. The Moto guy was pretty impressed as i spun out R ( rear wheel) then left, the right, and got myself back to the Right side of the road. I think Karen Smyers was thinking "what the heck?" But really not how i saw this ride going.



Transitions in general:
Did fine. I was great in T1, then T2 I was traumatized and it was raining and my feet were all muddy and my shoes and socks were wet and...well I think i spent about 5 minutes just in shock. Rich told me to get out, so i did.

Run+++
No it wasnt sunny but it was still hot and humid so i kept to my salt and hydration/nutrition plan.
I did not go out too fast and i negative split the run.
I lost my fire, I just wanted to run and not blow up and i did just that but i didnt really feel like i was racing.
I loved running thru the golf courses and the resort ( see pic) it was soft and well...wet but the bugs were really bad@ I think i took a few out of my eyes the next day even. Hilly but a nice change from the roads.


Run ----
as i said above, didnt really feel the fire in my belly. Not sure why. I just didnt.
I was pretty content with how i was going I knew i was not in contention for a kona slot and so i do think i just settled in. why blow up? I did get passed in the last 300 yards by a woman that came out of nowhere. I have video of that stretch and unless she cut a corner or was in a porta john i did not see her.

So it goes.

So the Beast? Yes do it if you can. I would say the worst part of this trip for me was the travel. I spent two FULL days getting to and from. And the weather was just awful. I am glad i went but i am not sure i would go back. To make matters just that much better I came home with a sore throat ( actually had it since saturday night but tried to ignore it) and Pink Eye. I have been to the minute clinic ( what a joke) amd my own MD and now i sit on the couch wishing i could feel 100% again. I didnt have Strep ( or so they say, it could have been since this was in full force sunday-Wed before i even go tested) but the Pink Eye is weird. ?? who knows. And icing my achilles. A bit of a hilly area out there you know.

Wish i could be all dapper about the race, but for me it was not my dream race or my dream venue. The course was lovely actually and maybe someday i will go back to race it when its dry. and hotter!

Monday, May 07, 2012

Quick St. Croix update

I'm using my dads iPad so excuse my inadequate skills! But we are alive and well but WET! I ve not seen this much ever, since my arrival I've seen the sun 0 times and blue sky 1x. So other than this blowing what we planned to be a post race water sports vacation we are laughing at the amount of HBO being watched and books being read. Feels like what we've done all winter!! A formal race report will follow but we have no WiFi at our ghetto hotel. We do have roosters and domestic abuse screams so who needs wifi! I'm pleased as heck with the day bc I stayed upright. Going up the Beast was harder than anything on a wet road but I only had one pedal stroke that had me thinking I'd walk. And spinning out into oncoming traffic was all I needed to be a pansy and ride a lot slower bc I started wishing I'd flat before I crashed. Neither happened luckily. IM said there were no serious crashes but Rich counted at least 3 ambulances and 10 to the hospital. I guess nobody died so its a safe race! Just user error I'm sure. I swam well. Rode smart and looked forward to hills bc I couldn't crash going up, ran smart and know I'm lucky it wasn't sunny. You can't simulate this heat and humidity In MN or AZ. And best of all I felt like I could have kept going in any of the three disciplines. So good IM training. Nailed the nutrition and salts. Total relief after over salting at Madison. While I enjoyed the race Im not sure id return to race. The Islanders are gracious and so supportive it's hard to not want to come race again. They make you feel like Lance! But the Beast is off the bucket list so may just leave this as a great early season race! More race report to come. You know the one where I tell you just what Lance really looks like in his speed suit.

Thursday, April 26, 2012

April

I seem to know every year that April is a tease of a month. One day its 70 the next its snowing and barely hits 40. I'm in a bit of a funk right now. Rich and I talked last night and he is in a funk ( for different reasons) and we decided that it will pass and we have to make the best of this time of year. I will say I am so dang sick of running and coming home and 5 minutes later being in a cold shiver. I am so looking fwd to wanting a cold beverage after a run or ride, be it recovery or not, not just a hot coffee or tea.

Yes. You all feel so sorry for me bc I will be sweating in about a week i know. The other thing that has my undies in a bundle is that last week ( in the cold) I must have had quite a clench going while running in my jaw bc I bit into something chewy and my jaw locked. Its actually been over a week now and I still have jaw pain. Since i live with "someone who happens to have some knowledge on the subject" ( that is what he told me when i was eating nuts and he told me not to, and yes, he was right....Each morning i think i am done with ( INSERT SOFT FOOD DIET) kefir, yogurt, bananas, oatmeal...and that i am ready to take on chewy goodness of a toasted bagel and some mixed nuts. Not together. But each day i have been solidly SLAPPED back into the depression that comes from not being able to bite into an apple. Last night i was able to gnaw thru a buffalo burger and didnt dare try the bun, too much chewing.
I have been told by my expert that i need to let it rest. No licorice, no gum. And i will admit there are days when i think that dinner may just be a DQ milkshake. So much for a taper diet.

Other than that my taper for the race in St Croix has been fine. I am bored. I know by now that the sitting around and all that is worth it but when Rich goes out last night ( when it was 70) to ride for a few hours, i was pretty close to going with him. But i sat on my hands and did...laundry. Fun that Lance will be there, hope its not a crazy circus because of that, and that the race of 600 doesnt become the race of 1000 just so everyone can say " I raced with Lance." But I dont care, bc if you are a Lance Hater and you also dont believe in Santa Claus, stop reading.

We love Lance. You can say he cheated and he is a doper and he deserves nothing, and yes, there is alot of smoke around him. But he was never convicted, so let it go. Look at all the stuff he HAS done for LiveStrong and look at what he is doing for the sport of Triathlon. He's 40. Trust me he is feeling this so cut him some slack and wish him some luck. Maybe we have a different perspective with Cancer these days, but you know if Rich can say " Lance did this..." and believe that he can also, well why not believe?

I also have a birthday monday. I was going to be all hardcore and not have a glass of wine ( I have had pretty much nothing to drink since camp) ha, that made it sound like we drank alot at camp, we didnt! And not much in the dessert area, but with the latest jaw issues i may be gnawing on a cupcake and eating a milkshake for my birthday dinner. I know some of you are all diligent and restrictive pre race, but I have gotten in this mindset that when i hit 46, then 47, thn 48 etc...I really cant say that having a few graham crackers and drinking a glass of wine is what is going to give me a Kona qualifying slot.
I just dont believe that is what is going to make or break my race. I think my head is going to make or break my race and whoever else shows up. So birthday treats wont be skipped just bc its race week.

Ok gotta go work a bit, then do some laundry. Have a good safe training week. Stay warm.

Monday, April 16, 2012

Just checking in and a few thoughts on the first race of the season!

Greetings from 73 degrees and a tornado watch, to....
snow and wind and cold and 35 degrees. Gotta love spring in MN:) I am super thankful i got in some outdoor runs and rides this weekend bc this week looks like a stinker. Not super weather for training for a race in the Virgin Islands, but what can ya do about it? Coach told me you cant acclimate to heat more than 3 weeks out, so i guess now i can start turning up the heat in the basement if its 35 outside!

Lets see, last week was nuts, crazy busy with work and workouts and just life. I have one more week of JHC induced focus before i get to start to slow down a bit. ( i think, i am not sure, but maybe if i write this out she will let me rest a bit next week!) I feel good! I do think i am ready for this race and I do think that this is the hardest i have worked before a Half IM, ever. So let the games begin. I can only do what i can do, and so if some other women show up who are equally primed, well, lets have at it. I am really excited for the run. I think, I could be wrong, that the run will be a make it or break it deal. And if I am to kill that bike in St. Croix i think i will NOT kill the run. Again, just guessing but it seems like a bike course, like Madison, that you need to underride if you have any hopes of a semi-fast run.

Rich is racing the sprint so we have his bike all reserved ( we are renting) and he has been in the pool a few times:)

On the non training front we have had lots of good times for Easter, and last week we had a really nice night out with Rich's son and his wife and children. Adelaide turned 1 Yo. Too much fun:) We also got out with some friends for a nice dinner at an Italian place ( fancy!) that is right near us but we had never been there. I dont do alot of pasta, i just dont care for it. But what we had there was delicious. Of course I am sure i cant reproduce it at home, so we can just go back there.

Other than that we have chemo this week, and what appears to be some indoor rides.
Have a good week everyone, good luck to those of you going to NOLA! Have fun!

Friday, April 06, 2012

Green Valley -Tucson JHC camp 2012



Well I have put off this blog long enough. Not on purpose, its just I sorta lost the blog Mo-Jo this winter. It felt like it was C cubed. Cancer. Chemo. Confused.  ( me) But after this nice trip i really feel alot more clear and alot better about the C x 3. Now i feel a bit more like my life is C x 2, of C squared. I dont feel as confused. And since i cant control the other C's that is a good place to be. More on that later but for now some thoughts on Arizona!

Rich and i left thursday night LATE LATE LATE after he got unhooked from his 2 day chemo drink. we got in quite late Mtn time, making friday seem like a weird and crazy day. We put bikes together, rode VERY Slowly, and just sorta got our legs back. Bed time at 8 pm Mtn Time was 10 pm CST and i tried so hard to stay on this time since in a week i knew Ms. Daisy would have us up at 5 bells. No such luck. I quickly got into the 10 pm bedtimes, and 7 -7:30 am awakenings. Which was great bc we wanted it to warm up to ride, less arm warmers and jackets that way.

As much as i LOVE being up in Tucson, Green Valley reallly affords you many more ride options with much less traffic and much better scenary. I know i am chatting a bit about places you have no idea about, but for those of you that love Tucson to ride, think about dropping down south, parking in Green Valley and finding some other places to ride besides Lemmon and Gates Pass. I still have not done Kitt Peak, that is a must do, and I have heard from Willie of Willie's World of Cycling that riding in Patagonia is a must do as well.

That being said we did ride alot but not a ton of distance. My goal for the week before camp was to prime the pump but not run her dry. I think i did a good job of that. The highlight was riding to Aravaca, where we always see alot of Border Patrol and often some illegals looking hot and tired. The road heads south for about 23 miles with a gradual climb ( 2-4% grades) then you stop at the coffee shop and drink and eat some cakey muffin that you always regret, then you get to sail on home. It's a really fun ride to WORK some WORK into and i did just that. All in all that day was about 65 miles. The T run i had after was a bust tho, which left my spirits low. I had been struggling with a cranky quad ever since it cramped in that half mary a few weeks ago. I was babying it alot but it would NOT LET go. Finally after Richs daughter Emily came, it let up bc she is the BEST massage therapist there is. Seriously. That does not come easily from me. I have plenty of people that want to act like a manual GRID and pound that quad out, but only Emily and my PT have been able to get in there and actually open it up, not just tenderize it. Remember that people, good massages arent about bruising and hurting ...and no bruising isnt toxins being removed. It's blood.

So after Emily had her time with me i was golden. I kid you knot not. ha.

I didnt do much swimming in Green Valley just a few recovery 1200's, and that was fine. I dont go to Tucson to swim. It was hot in the pool and it smelled like perfume, much like my Y at home.

We grilled, ate well, hung out with my mother in law and slept. Perfect for the pre-camp jitters.

CAMP!!! I didnt take tons of photo's. I was on my 4th camp ( Yes, JH forgot to mention that i have been at all 4 camps as well as KO) but I have to say i really enjoyed this camp as much as the first. Pink socks were still a hot item this camp as much as 4 yrs ago, thanks to Recovery sox!


ME and MB giving the camera girl ( Jenny) some attitude.


It isnt about the individuals as much as how we all interact and this camp, much like the first was a dynamic that had EVERYONE genuinely pulling for everyone else. It was pretty cool, and fun to be a part of it. Each morning we would say "IF we all arrive at the same time, then she cant get mad if we are late." ha!
We were never late, dont worry:)


Here are my off the cuff thoughts:
Lemmon. doesnt get any easier. but with a 25 this year as opposed to a 23, it sure felt easier:)
The cookie at the top is SO WORTH IT, but sometime i need to learn how to stop a few bites earlier so i dont hurl on the descent. Tho i was well fueled for a great T run with Jmac and my quad was good!
Emily worked it again that day and it was good!!

Madera Canyon! OMG i get giddy thinking about this ride. We rode it earlier in the week and i kept saying to Rich " are you sure you want to ride this?" OF course i was dying and i had all sorts of "I can do this with camp later, or if i do this now if i cant at camp i can say i already did it!" but for me it was good to do it, since i had an idea of where landmarks are. This is the first ride i ever did when i came to Green Valley 5 years ago with Rich. I got off the plane, we rode this and seriously i dont remember it being as hard as it is today. Maybe it got steeper! Of course the ride from GV is 40 miles, you dont have to ride down from Tri Sports:) I just know riding with Glen up into the Canyon kept me moving and then when he "fast twitched" it up the last mile i knew i had to keep on plugging away. Rich was at the final turn and gave the women a little TDF push which was much appreciated. Considering Antonio rode the Tri Sports van/held the mirror all the way up the last section i think we all get awards for Self motoring up! T run after this was hot but so good. Again i ran with Jmac and loved getting to know her.
I kept on a bit longer bc i know St Croix is going to be hot and a noon sun is needed to get some heat acclimation if even for 3-4 miles.


Running in Sabino is ok. to be honest I love to hike trails like that. Not run em so much. My lower legs just dont do as well. As much as i did feel happy to get to that top, i did roll my ankle a few times and have paid for that this week with some sore Peroneal tendons. They are coming around, i have my way with them and my little tricks but they hurt. So next year i need to either wear some tighter shoes or run the road. Running the other trails were better but another roll and a Cactus into my shoe, thru my sock and my Left foot and lower leg have been begging thisweek.

Swims! I love swimming outdoors. I really love swimming in general and i just get sad when i realize i wil have about 3 mos, at most of outdoor pool swims here in MN. That is just plain wrong. I also realize that i do love circle swimming with fast people. I usually swim side by side in our pools here, some of that is bc there is often a pace difference, but i want to try to get my lap mates to circle more. ITs fun and i loved being in a lane with Stacey and Caroline. We had a rash of foot cramping going on in my lane, ok maybe it was just me with stuck toes, but ouch. I got out of some butterfly bc of that:)

It was a great camp and i cant say enough about Jen and Jerome. Best of all was Jerome pacing me up Lemmon on the 2nd TT. I really wanted to do 3 TT's but i am getting smarter in my old age. The first one was good. ( remember i am on my Road bike so i am pretty quad dominant) and at the top i told JH that i was going to Blow a GASKET in the 2nd one then decide about a 3rd. Jerome started with me and said " I am riding with you." GULP. no sandbagging now. So off we went. When he dropped behind me at about mile 3 and said he was tired I thought  " I have you now my pretty.!" hahaha, he had really gone fast in his first and i am pretty sure he was dreaming of his recovery beer, but he sure pushed me to the end of that TT and i finished 2 minutes faster than the 1st. Game over. I didnt want Phil Liggit to show up and say " the Rubber band snapped " so i smiled and made my way back down. The wind had picked up that day so those 5 miles down were sketchy. I was getting blown all over and had a hard time powering down to keep my wheels safe. So that was another reason i decided i didnt want to go back up. We still had one more day of camp, and i wanted to at least be mentally ready!

So there you have it.

And as for the C's, well we came home to Chemo on WED, fresh off the plane and a CT Scan yesterday. The Lung tumors remain but they are smaller and the tumor in the L4 vertebrae appears to be gone. So its as good as we can hope for now. The protocol appears to be working and we are thankful for the time we are getting to play on and off our bikes. Rich dreamed of riding up Lemmon last fall when he was diagnosed, and he not only did that but he did Madera twice:)
This pic is from a few years ago but its still applies! My neck looks way too skinny there.



As for my C, confusion, I realized after camp that i love to do this stuff. I dont love it in my basement in the winter. But I love riding. I love running. I love swimming. I love doing this stuff with great people that i met and know from Camp. And the racing? Yes I have a race soon. That makes me sick to my stomach. But really, as Marit say, that is icing on the cake. I do this stuff for the day to day lifestyle and how it makes me feel and how i feel i can help and affect others in my life. The races? Id be lying if i didnt say I want to do my best at each race and I want to win! But at the end of the day, I realized this trip that even if i had no race in a month, I would have done that camp just as i had! Smiling and doing the best i can.

Thanks for reading my long blog:)

Monday, March 19, 2012

It's been a long few weeks

Just a check in to let you know i am alive. Despite people thinking if you dont blog you must be injured or otherwise not interested in training, this isnt the case. Lately I have just been busy busy busy and barely even getting my normal day to day stuff done, much less blogging.

The past few weeks have been tough, and i mean Life Tough, not " OMG i had to do a track workout and i nearly died" tough. That sorta tough i can do. Life tough is harder. From my hand not fully wanting to be normal, to going to Mayo for a day with my sister ( she is ok), to Chemo and some stuff with Rich it has had me not taking very good care of myself. It's not like i am trying to NOT take care of myself, it just sorta happens that way. Usually it culminates in something like me pulling what i am calling a BETH SHUTT.
I walked into our lower basement closet ( its under the stairs, so you know where this is going) and there is no light. Why we store our wheel bags in there, in the dark is unknown to me. So WHAM i walk into the stair and hit a nail with my forehead. But I am very determined to find some skewers. I feel the blood but i decide not to look in the mirror for fear of freaking out. Rich tells me to wash it, I have blood all over my forehead. I was proud i didnt start crying and melt down. But i did look like a dork at the pool today with my snoopy bandaid, actually i switched it out for a clear water proof one. It's not deep just looks like i poked my head:)

Then i was looking for a pedal wrench that Rich needs and i had a few close calls with cabinets, etc and knew it was time to stop before i really did need stitches. This ends a long week.

My hand has 1-2 stitches that are not dissolving. So i guess your body tries to get them out. So i have a hard time resting on the hoods when riding my road bike. I have a little set up i can use with a corn donut but it still hurts when i hit bumps and my hand cramps bc I have to hold it funny. But i cant complain, I am outside riding. No complaints just wish it wouldnt hurt!

Spending a full day at Mayo was good, we got some answers for my sister, and i felt like the A++ tourguide knowing all the buildings, where to park, where to get Jimmy John's and where all the best bathrooms are. But at the same time it really freaked me out. It brought back some really BAD ( for lack of a better negative vibe term) memories and as much as i love that place for medical care Its sad bc everyone there for the most part is there for something serious. When you think about it, that makes it touching and scarey to be there again.

Then i ran a race this weekend. I had not felt great all week, just tired, and didnt feel recovered and not sleeping great. I have gotten to the point where i am looking for my "nibble" of ambien at night. I dont like taking that, but even 1/4 of a 10 mg pill helps. We had a work dinner friday night that was for Rich and I had to go. IT was not what i would have eaten before a half mary and it was alot of "blahlblahblah" I would not have normally done the night before a race either. I had no wine. And after the race saturday i had a split second of thinking I must have needed wine. Then when i nearly passed out in my sisters kitchen I realized that was not what i needed the night before. I needed salt.

IT as hot and humid. And the course was deceptively challenging with a mostly downhill out with a tailwind and a mostly uphill back with a headwind. I Ran that entire thing in Zone 4. Yup. Maybe that will get me out of some interval work to come, but honestly that was how hard i was working to keep a 7:15-7:20 pace. And i knew around mile 4 i was not going to be able to do that. I eased it back a bit and at the turn around the hills hit and the wind hit and it was a total sufferfest. My toes cramped around mile 8, my quad starting to talk to me around mile 8 too. The only other time i have had toe cramps, you know, the one's that wake you up at night when they get STUCK? those. Was in Kansas last year and as i ran and tried to not blowup, I had the " LIGHT BULB" go off.

Guess who needs salt? Me! Guess who had no clue she would need salt in March at an 8 am race? ME!
I had plenty of Kcals on board, just not enough Na+ so i shot a powergel ( brought it just in case as i had a hand held flask i knew i would ditch) and i think that Powergel and its CRAMP busting powers got me over the finish much slower than the way out, but still within 3 minutes of my flat and cool race in April in Naples FLA. Hard to swallow that run as i felt much better trained than i ran, but i also felt like those last 4 miles were like the IM. So guess i did what i could. As I left the race site there were at least 2 ambulances so i know i didnt hurt myself. Walked to my sisters about a mile away then got sorta woozy so she gave me some gatorade. I had given my beer coupons away:)

As much as that Half was hard and I kept telling myself to be Brave, to not giveup even tho i felt like my legs were LEAD, it will serve me i know. It wasnt THAT hot but the humidity was up and 70's and humid is a change from 40-50 even. It tells me what i need to work on with the nutrition for my upcoming hot races, and i am determined to give the Liquid shot one more try bc it just sits better in my stomach than the powergels, But it will mean some playing around with Salt Stick. Scarey to think i dont have this down yet. and it is EARLY I know we arent acclimated!

We head west thursday, after rich gets unplugged from chemo. I really need a vacation. A vacation to take care or me, to do what i want to do, and not what everyone else needs. I need a vacation to just decompress, not worry, to not worry about whether my mother in law knows where we are every minute, and after a week of that I get to go play with my JHC pals. I cant wait.

Sunday, March 04, 2012

Weekend Update

And not nearly as fun as you get on SNL, but here goes:
In no particular order or anything, excuse the randomness at times.
-I can tell I am running more bc my toes are getting all beat up again. Toenails are starting to get ready for the summer months i guess.

-Saw Hugo last night, so fun. see it. I loved it. Ate a buffalo burger too, that was good.

-I am not Catholic and while I grew up Presbyterian, I never really did anything for Lent. Other than celebrate Easter:) But Rich is a strong Catholic and when i met him he had given up dessert, alcohol, and a few other things but I was totally confused by all this "Lets deprive ourselves," stuff. So its fun now that he has evolved and maybe i have too, to try to include less deprivation and more "what can i do to give back or share more of me," in honor of God. So less about the giving up and more about the giving back.
I have my theory on the giving up stuff, I think people forget why they are giving things up, its not about you being strong and being better bc of it, its about God, but anyways.
So.. I made a few notes, bc I am more accountable that way and here is how i am doing:

1) Practice Centering Prayer 20 min 1x day ....scorecard says 100%
2) No Wine during the week, just drink more water and Kombucha! ...scorecard 100%
3) Worry less....scorecard...this is hard to grade but i would give myself a subjective B+ or 88%
4) Love more, again hard to grade but that includes loving myself and caring for myself so again B+
5) Sorry but this one is a deprivation. I dont need em i dont think they are that great, but NO Girl Scout cookies! Ugh. 100%

So no i am not perfect and I still eat dessert but not GSC. And you know the less you eat that stuff the more dont want to eat that. Doesnt mean i didnt buy 2 get one free Salted Nut Roll, now you are talking.
And Dark Chocolate? I can do that :) so all is not lost and i am not crazy!

As for the Centering Prayer or Contemplative Prayer its all a part of me trying to take some time for me. I realized with the help of my acupuncurist that i am worrying alot, and i am projecting into the future too much and I let things spiral. I think with Rich its been really hard for me to even realize i am doing this. But little things set me off. And so at the end of the day I try to re-gather all that I have given to everyone else in my life, from my job in a health care setting, to my nurturing skills for my family, to even just not driving like a nutcase aggressive driver. :) haha, kidding. But really I need to get a grip and I am workinghard to not think so much and not worry so much. This pretty much started when i had the hand surgery.

-Hand update:) YAY hand is good . I know you want a picture of a random looking scar, but not today. It still hurts like the dickens if i grab sometthing  or someone grabs my hand. Gripping the bike isnt so fun either but at least its healing and it wont rip apart descending Lemmon. ( ohjoy) but i think its going to hurt for a bit. Lotsa nerves in there.

But i think that, plus Chemo. and Rich and some family stress andand then i just had one thing after the next. REally want to know?
Random high heel wedding led to quad or ??? strain. couldnt walk for a few days.

Ran in the snow and ice =random peroneal or maybe Exernsor Digitorum Longus shinsplints( side of your shin) issue, didnt run for a few days. hurt to walk even.

Left shoulder tension=LATS ARE SO TIGHT I AM GOING TO DIE. Serratus too. Using my lats is good, but heck. and yes when i had that surgery i babied that arm...time to get back to the Scap strength.
When i dont do strength my humeral head ( shoulder bone) sits forward, and it gives me anteior shoulder pain. Answer: my chiro gently puts it back and viola. This is all thanks to instability in my Lft shouder when i fell off my bike way before i knew all of you:) I got my wheel stuck in the light rail tracks. Popped it out like a champ, but then went airborne and fell on my shoulder, ouch.

Took a day off, did my strength, did some weird rotation that made a facet get irriated. Bothersome but still not good. Facet ----wings off your vertebrae that your paraspinals and some of the tiny spinal roators attach too.

So I sure hope I made it thru this rough patch, Nothing kept me down for more than a few days and the rational Julia knows all this stuff is just time, nothing to sweat and it is niggles from stress ( not training stress). I didnt really miss much working out, maybe a day, and that is truly bc I have a coach who i am in touch with daily ( sorry Jen) with stuff like this and she works with me to ( talk me off the ledge) to rearrange and refocus. I am not a pro, i say that but sometimes i think i forget that means its ok to miss a swim. ( dont worry Stine i wont tell Jen you told me i could miss a swim)

 The big picture is months off although i did find myself in the basement riding the IM St. Croix course saturday wiht the heat cranked thinking WHAT HAVE I DONE?? The beast is not the bad part, its the rest of the course that killled me. If you have done Dairyland Dare, well that is what the St Croix Course is like.

Ok i think i have babbled enough for you to know that I am here, I am alive, and if you are having a late FEB that has made you cry, well then joine the team. but the pity party is over and the new outlook is feeling good. Lots of work done this weekend and hopefully a 10 mile race next weekend.

Most importantly Rich is nearly 6 mos thru his treatment/chemo. For those of you who asked or wonder, we dont know how long he is doing chemo. It's been a rough thing to hear, when everyone else is saying they have one more or are almost done. We know for sure its another 6 mos, then after that I think everything depends on CT scans. The fear is if they stop it will come back. Such is metastatic cancer.
He remains totally upbeat and stronger than I am wth this stuff. I m also starting to cut back the time i go down to Chemo with him. It's like race spectating. It's his thing and the spectating can be tough and tiring:) He had hoped to get off the Coumadin but friday he showed me his arm and he has the Incredible Hulk arm back again so i suspect we are headed for another ultrasound next week:(

Keep on praying or doing whatever you do!! Thanks for reading, sorry i cant give you a coffee for all your time!

Wednesday, February 22, 2012

One week later...

And I never thought i was a fast healer, but viola, pretty amazing the body isnt it?
Nothing much to report here today, just show and tell:
I did a nice 4000yd little swim and this is how it looked after. I was a bit paranoid, but Rich said it was fine, and we put a steri strip on it just to be sure. I see the MD tmmrw, so he can be all happy about his work and hopefully tell me it was nothing bc who gets melanoma subcutaneously under their palmar skin? ( I was going to say aponeurosis, but i know Kari doenst like medical terms)
Other than that the weekend was really stressful. I guess i undersestimated how much this would take out of me mentally, i was devastated to miss Valentine's day ( kidding) and my tri week was a rest week which was good, but i think i needed another rest week again bc sunday i woke up and could not walk. I really could NOT put weight on my left leg.
I attribute this to:
Heels at a wedding the night before, not walking normally in a full stride
A dumb massage where i let her dig into my hip flexors a bit too  much after a 1:30 hour trainer ride
The ride wasnt over the top, but it had some efforts in it, but gee whiz. really?

I think it is/was  my Sartorius ( longest mm in the body) but it was like all the sudden 2 days later it was gone.  I did have someone "Clear" my hip, and i was negative for anything in the joint and i could not reproduce the pain at all. The worst was that i could not for the life of me get off the toilet. Funny I know. my leg buckled. I am still a bit sore in the groin region but i ran today and so far so good.It seems like sleeping and the AM is the worst. Sounds like I am getting old, doesnt it? Well too old for heels, they went into the back of the closet never to be seen again.

Tuesday, February 14, 2012

What Did you do on Valentine's Day?

Ya this will be short bc I am typing one handed.
Here I am looking pretty smug
no problemo



It's about NOW I am fondlyrecalling my melanoma excision in the Derm's oupatient surgery center 4+ yearsago. Here I have had a shot of Lido and Epi ( numb it and vasoconstrict it) that wasthe size of Mt everest.I kid you not. I am ok with injections. But when I sawthat syringe i knew we werein for abattle.
I pulled out a few " damn it you felt worse at mile 20 of IM...." and "breathe." I think  the PA nearly got kicked bc this was a three for. three or as rich says a"triangulation ---insert some medical term"

I think i fired off afew desperate texts to rich, damie and Jen and read a chapter of my book to distract which i nowneed to read again.
Note the surgeon's signing off AT and me saying YES this hand.

It all started here:



 And if you hadnt had a melanoma and a viglient DERM you would, as i did, think its a broken blood vessel that sorta clotted, for lack of a better term. But when she see'sblue or black that means"Biopsy" andsadly this was setting up housekeeping in the palmar aponeurosis ( fascia) or actually I think it was deeper bc Doc Thomas said he had agood look at the Ulnar Nerve and Artery and they were fine. That both fascinates me and makes me realize hewas digging away deeper than the fascia.

So now i feel like this:

The-Thing-addams.jpg


See? Close isnt it?

But i still made dessert:)
And no, much to many's suggestions i didnt use my hand as an oven mit.



The prognosis is good. He said its likely a Hemangioma, or a blood vessel, but they sent it off to get biopsied for sure. Overall I am glad i did it. It didnt bother me other than riding or pumping my tires, but once you have had the C word,and knowingwhat battles Rich has ahead its silly to not get this out.
I cant swim for a few days but that is ok. I have an Rx for some vicodin that i wont fill and hopeully iwill feel better soon!
Hope you had a less eventful day!

Saturday, February 11, 2012

How I Became a Physical Therapist!

Well I had a request for a blog topic from Danielle and since I love Danielle and Ruby and Molly are virtual dog friends I wanted to do this! I hope it isnt too long and boring and i will try to not make it all tangential. But that is sort of how my life was in my 20-30's. It was alot of tangents, getting me to where i am today. But i wouldnt change a thing. Well maybe i would, bc i had some non fun job times in my first few years as a PT. I will try to start from the beginning.

**Note, I think this was a topic because i commented on Kim's blog about career changes in my 30's. So maybe this will give anyone the belief that when you are 30 something, its not too late to make a move. And likely when you are 40 something or even 50 something, its not too late if you have the passion and the drive to do that.

So. Where to start....( crickets)

I went to a liberal arts college and I went there knowing not a clue about what i wanted to do after i graduated. Heck have you been to Hanover ? Have you been to Dartmouth? Who wants to even LEAVE?
Not me. One of the  many jobs i applied for after college was in the sports information department, and also in the tennis coaching department. Wait? I need some experience in journalisim for that? oh. Anyways I did look back at a few things from high school and I did write that i wanted to go into Sports Medicine. So why didnt I do pre-med at Dartmouth? Well my friends that were pre med were NUTS, I mean that in a "good way" ( ha, right) but they were very driven and very motivated in what they were doing. I, in the meantime, did not want a biology lab that interfered with tennis practice. Plus i needed to practice. This girl is a good athlete, but growing up in MN, it wasnt like i came from a superpowerhouse tennis state. I played 3 sports all thru Senior year in highschool and tennis was the one i loved the most and the one that took the most work. So...no missing tennis. We practiced from about 2-6pm so that took out any afternoon class. That is alot of how i picked classes.
And since this isnt about tennis I will move on.

So i decided on Government. Pretty sure i would go to Law School bc I liked constitutional law, and probably liked some TV show about lawyers, not sure. It's funny bc I really had no clue what a lawyer did, and i am not one to like confrontation. When i worked one of my off terms in D.C. I worked with many other Dartmouth kids at Wilmer, Cutler and Pickering. I hated it. We Bate Stamped. We did boring stuff, it was the most boring job I have ever had. I remember thinking that it was weird to see partners sleeping in their offices. I got paid well and if i stayed after dinner i got my dinner paid for and a cab ride home. I was torn. I wanted to go work out, I wanted to not live at that office 24-7. Hmm.

I did my masters thesis on DDT and the book "silent spring." So now i am thinking environmental law. At one point i asked the head of the Govy dept if i could combine govt with Enivironmental studies. he laughed at me. I think if i had been more bold and more confident i would have been the top Environmental Lawyer from the 1988 class at Dartmouth. I didnt think it was that funny. But he did. So I pretty much decided that was not going to work.

So I graduated with a B.S. in government and went back to MN before i started a job in?? Anyguesses?



RE-Insurance.

( what is that???) I did that for about a year and it was, well, not my thing. I actually liked the subject matter even tho it got pretty mundane, but i worked for Gen-Re which was the largest domsestic reinsurer and then got bought by Berkshire Hathaway. ( fascinating i know) But i mostly hated living in Chicago ( sorry people that i know that live there) i hated it, i hated the city coming from Hanover and I hated my Boss who was a chainsmoker drunk. ( who was a Dartmouth grad. horrors)

So i came home. Felt like a total loser and also could NOT believe i had quit my first job. And this was even harder bc my dad has worked for 39+ years at the ST Paul Fire and Marine, which then was St. Paul Co's and now is Travellers. So i felt like i had let down the family ( my dad). But he was in property, he got to do cool stuff with natural disaster, and i was sitting in chicago working on the Casualty side writing umbrella policies for large hotels with swimming pools. I got to write a policy for Garfield the Cat, that was cool. ( The comic, not the cat himself) LOL.

So home i went, upset, couldnt sleep, the beginning of some "anxiety issues," moving home, post college, you go from bad ass senior at Dartmouth to living in your parents house. Fabulous. Not many friends, and blahblahblah. You get the point. Sort of a dark time ( well not dark but not a happy time).

I coached tennis, loved that. Coached for a few years and worked in development at a private school and got to me a master at donor research. Want to know how much you are worth? Yup I can help you with that. IT was fun! And it was sort of like a fun job bc I got out around 2 to go play with the kids. I then know I needed a job that was not a traditional 9-5 job. And I really did think i may become a tennis pro.
I interviewed Jerry Noyce, who was the head tennis coach at the U of MN and also the head of tennis at Northwest Athletic Club ( RIP, Lifetime has changed you!) He really made me feel good about my choice to be a tennis pro. "Remember you are helping people enjoy their free time." And to me that sounded pretty cool. But heck who is fooling who, I like to play tennis, so there goes the plan to teach and then actually want to play myself. The selfish side of me won out ( maybe it was the smart side) and I still dabbled in teaching and coaching and to this very day really hope to do it again. Coaching high school tennis was the most rewarding, and FUN thing i have ever done. I know its not great pay but i loved fall tennis with the girls. Most were coachable, but a few? Gee whiz people, you would think you would LISTEN and do what you are told? It is funny, some people are just NOT coachable bc they know better and it must start at the age of 14. I didnt find this with boys tennis:) LOL ( Coach Jen, is laughing? )

I Also had a stint at Caribou. I worked with the founders, Kim and John Puckett and about 100 great staff. We had maybe 6-8 stores and the quality of our drinks was amazing. ( think the opposite of the airport drinks you get now) Kim was a high school tennis compeitior from Mpls and John was a few classes ahaed of me at Dartmouth. They met at Tuck. Fun people, and I learned alot and had alot of fun. It spoiled me, to this day I cringe at Caribou and often want to jump behind teh counter to show the girl how incompetent she is at making foam. But hence i hang out at Indy coffee shops unless the 'bou has a BOGO offer. At one time i was offered the management track and then i pretty much knew that life had to be more than coffee and froth ( I know, shame on me.) So i applied to PT school.

Ok I sorta lied, while i was working at the bou i was taking ALL The pre-req's I needed for PT school. Yes I had a Liberal Arts degree but i didnt have Bio 1, I didnt have Abnormal Pscyh ( that was a FUN class) and I sure didnt have Invertebrate Anatomy ( dissecting a cat is not fun, btw) and yes cats are vertebrates. But anyways. I Also had to take, GROAN and SIGH AND gasp : Organic Chemistry.

Who remembers college friends talking about ORGO? I just remember my pre med classmates going on and on and having their little models to play with ... So my choice was to take it, in one summer. Macalester College offered a year of Orgo in 8 weeks. It was everyday from 8-12, two exams, one at 4 weeks one at 8 weeks, boom you are done. My pal Darcy was taking it too, bc she was applying to med school. That summer was the coldest wettest summer we have had in a long time and i remember studying and teaching tennis and not much else. But i passed and that was all that mattered.
There were a few other classes I had to take, like stats. I just remember the teacher having all these  M and M's to use for examples. Then we got to eat them, after we had all handled them. Ew.
And of course a year of Anat and Phys. But as you can tell I loved most of this, and i packed it all into about 1.5 years, alot of it at Community Colleges bc It was cheaper and they had night classes, some at teh U of MN which i hated compared to Dartmouth, and some at Mac which was like Dartmouth not only in the class size but the cost ( so cant take them all there) But one of my professors there for Invertebrate Anatomy and also for one more class, gee i cant remmber what it was, was the best mentor. His name was professor Smail. Wait, maybe it was embryology? anyways. :)
He wrote some of my referals for PT School and also was just very hands on. I loved him, he was older and was such a good teacher. Very approachable and no shame in asking questions.

Its funny. In high school I loved science. Chem and Physics and also Biology. I was a good analytical thinker. My SAT scores reflected that with much higher math than verbal. I still am a dork when it comes to using proper words, I would rather make up a word. I used to call everyhing "magnanimous." when i meant "magnificent." So why did i shy away from that in college? Maybe just wanted to see what else was out there. But Smail was good with me. I was not confident in any of this, I was the older student ( hahaha, late 20's) and was with junior and senior's in high school. I just felt out of place. But I was still pretty determined to go to PT school.

In addition to lots of pre-req's...i mean really. Pharmacology? That stuff chnages by the minute.  ( and living at home to save money) I had to do alot of volunteer work, hours towards PT. Work or volunteer or shadowing or whatever. So I pretty much went where i was comfortable, sports PT! One reason i didnt get in my first year to PT school was i didnt have a broad enough view of what PT's did. Who knew they did Wound care? Burns? Who knew they did things besides give me ionto for my tendonitis in my ankle. ( that was my first brush with them when i had a bit of anterior tib tendonitis while running / training for the TCM) AT one point my friend and Ortho MD told me to go into Orthopedics. He said "we need more women!" I AGREE. But i wanted this but not THAT bad. I never really wanted to go to school and have it engulf me for 6 years. I dont regret that. I sometimes wish i had become an RN, just to get a bigger view of the medical side of diagnoses.

I did finally get into PT school after working at Shriner's hospital in Peds, and also working at the MS achievement center. I realized how many other options there were to ortho. I knew i would stay local if i got in and one thing that I really wanted was a Masters, not another Bachelors. I went to school in 1994 and it was right at the time when alot of the BS programs were switching to MS programs. We were able  to do our own research, carry out the research and defend it. In the BS programs you pretty much gathered all the reserach but never did your own Thesis. So I have to say that was one of the most rewarding things I learned and accomplished from graduate school.  Our thesis was about fibromyalgia and the use of warm water exercise. Take home message is that to really decrease the Sx of Fibro you need to work harder than most people do. Often if they have joint pain they cant work out hard enough on land, so the water ( buoyancy) allows them to exert at a higher level. Water, coupled with the subjective benefit of being in a group, proved to be decrease some of their symptoms. We got published in the Aquatic PT journal. Yay us.

Gross Anatomy is a close second in the cool factor. We worked on a real cadaver. Which is the COOLEST, but also the most humbing and touching things, ever. To think that these people donated their body to science, so i could learn. And without that I would be clueless to the direction of muscles, or even how much we each differ from a text book. And working now, with the elderly, I am able to see what Sarcopenia ( muscle wasting) really really does to your muscles. To see a thread as thick as a string, that was an older woman's bicep? Wow. Our bodies are amazing. And the ease with which you can cut up a nerve bundle and not even know it was there? oops.
I think the most fascinating part of anatomy, or the thing that brings you back to the reality of Gross Anatomy is the hands. We always saw his hands, the hand prints, the finger prints, made you remember this was more than what you were seeing inside, it was a person.

And since I am on a roll ....I failed my first practical exam! Yup. It was Range of Motion. Now. ROM is the same as stretching, right? Well to an athlete it is. But to a patient who has arthritis or joint restrictions it sure isnt. Whops. I laughed, and got to re-do it right away. FYI: ROM is for the joints/end feels, etc..., Stretching is for the soft tissue/muscles/tendons. And no we dont manipulate but we do mobilize. And no, if you arent a PT you cannot legally do joint mobs. Sorry

You may laugh but where i work now, I oversee alot of Personal Trainers. God Bless them wanting to help but one of my most used lines is "THAT IS NOT WITHIN YOUR SCOPE OF PRACTICE." no you cannot touch the resident. Etc...So as much as I feel like the PT police, its amazing to me how bold and well meaning ( usually) some of the trainers are.

Other things that make me wonder... " Did you go to school to do this?" When i saw "3 years of full time with 4 residency's" i now see and had forgotten about the years of pre-reqs and the volunteer time.
So yea, I didnt buy this off the internet.

One last quick thing. I did work in out patient ortho for many years before i found my true calling. I also worked in acute care hospital settings and TCU ( Transitional Care). While i liked the acute care it was a bit too scarey for me. SEeing patients in coma's and also working with TBI's was hard emotionally for me. Working with sports injuries was fun. For every ACL patient i had, it was a pretty SET protocol, same goes for cuff repairs. ( shoulder) but espec if you had an athlete you knew they were going to get better. They worked, they WANTED TO BE THERE. Think of some of you. If you are in PT you may even work too hard. ( and put yourself back a bit) its here i really learned that the REST time is when you get stronger, not when you are hammering yourself even if its with a yellow theraband. Your body can only take so much then it needs to rest, you can use that with a post surgical case or with an IM athlete.

I ended up in my current job bc the OP ortho got to be too much. We had less and less time to see patients and more and more expectations to bill. I also was starting to see more and more people that DIDNT WANT TO BE THERE. They were not compliant, it was hard, I was too involved with them and it hurt me that they werent getting better bc I was working SO HARD to allow them to get better. Some of that is just how it is. Sometimes people just dont get better bc they dont make the changes they need to, and some just have tough stuff going on and they are not going to be 100%. I saw this especially with LBP ( low back pain). I do know that attitude is everything. I had some patients that were so pleased with their return to 70% function ( subjectively) and it was like they had a new lease on life. Others had the same progress, fully functional and they wanted to stay in bed all day long. It's all about how you look at things.

So i left direct patient care. I started working ( without pay) for a non profit called The Prebyterian Homes and Services. They were building their first wellness center and their CEO wanted me to work with them to decide what equipment to buy. So that was about 10 years ago and that was the start of something big. I was a part of the plans for a "Hub and Spoke" plan where we would have HUBs, biggers sites and we would spin off staff to work in wellness at the spoakes that were geographically nearby. It was me. I was the Wellness program. In addition to whatever Rec or Activities they had, there was not much in the ways of workout areas, pools, massage or personal training In 10 years we have gone from ME, randomly going to sites to give classes or train rec directors( who i am sorry really have no clue about proper spine positions for the elderly) to a staff of over 6 WINGS personal trainers, and full fitness centers and classes at ALL OF OUR 40+sites in MN, WI, and Iowa. Shazam!

Now I also teach classes on balance and strength and I work with the design team to get the new sites up and running. Funny how i am looking at layouts wishing i had a bit more architecture knowlege. I buy the equipment and I get the equipment fixed when it breaks. I train new staff and I keep our current staff up to speed on what not to do:) I also spend some time out at the sites working with the rec staff and activiites to try to make sure nobody gets hurt. The hardest thing about my job is trying to help residents in our Arbors ( Memory Care) so they dont fall. Basically they are smart adults, how have an illness and they make poor decisions and they sometimes forget how to walk. How do you help people that dont know who they are, why they are there and have no impulse control? The best part is helping residents in Independent and AL learn behaviors that decrease their risk of falling ...its pretty awesome.
And Yes Balance and Falls is my thing.

So, this has been a LONG story hour hasnt it kids!
thanks for reading and if you are still reading, hope you enjoyed hearing about my journey!

Friday, February 03, 2012

11 things about me


I got tagged by Dr. Tri Runner ( Erika) Here's her website...So here goes:


My 11 questions… and answers.

1. Where were you at in your life ten years ago? Where do you see yourself hope to be ten years from today?
Lets see i was 35 yo almost 36. I was working as a PT both in the clinic and just started doing some probono work for my current employer. viola. here i am. I was not running, I had hamstring tendonopathy and i was just playing tons of tennis and loving it. 
10 years from now? Still doing what i love, teaching older adults how to stay upright and hopefully doing some sort of activity. Cant say it will be SBR for sure. And the love of my life will be with me every day!
2. If you could meet any one person in the world, who would it be? (Dead or alive.)
Now I should say Roger, but I will say my great grandparents on both sides. 
3. If you had to describe your life with a movie title, what would it be?
There she goes.
4. If you could be a professional in any sport for a week other than the one you already do, what sport would it be?
Duh. Tennis. if that doesnt count i would pick golf. 
5. What does the title of your blog mean / where did it come from?
When i started blogging i had no idea why i was doing it, and it was all about my family and random stuff. I have an immense love for my alma-mater, as you may know so that was an easy pick. Plus i really didnt want a blog with my name or something unique like :Tennis player or Swim Bike Run. how novel.
6. Your first kiss, in 5 words. Cool, interesting, cute boy. ( that is 4)
7. If you could go back in time and study anything different in school, or go down any other career path than the one you chose, what would it be? Nope. I totally found my way doing what i did. How a BA in government and some internships at law firms led me to Physical Therapy is anyone's guess, but I wouldnt change a thing. Plus i went to a school for liberal arts and i learned to read and write. Not just find a career at the age of 22. 
8. What would choose for your last meal? Lobster. 
9. If you could stay one age for the rest of your life, a la Tuck Everlasting, how old would you be? I really love my life RIGHT NOW, today. So i guess that is 45 yo. But i did love it when i turned 40, despite so many women moaning and groaning about 40 yo. I totally loved it.  
10. What is the race at the top of your bucket list? Well I will hopefully knock one of those off this spring, St Croix. But i would love to do IM Texas sometime. and well. Kona. 
11. Describe your ideal day: If we are talking related to training, well it has to be summer and it has to involve a long ride with my honey. And ideally our First Light gang, Kyle and Scott. Then it would involve a swim at Square Lake, and then it would be a party here at our house grilling up some good food and drinking a bootleg. But just one, i cant handle my booze like i used to! 

Wednesday, February 01, 2012

Can you say SORORITY?

Even though there is a fun race report from a swim meet that actually was more about staying warm and trying to not finish DFL in all my races this is far more amusing. Playing Where's Waldo Julia?
Yes I was in a sorority at Dartmouth. It was fun. I have no idea really what possessed me to join, but alot of tennis players were in Sigma Kappa so i just followed along. I think i had the most fun my sophmore summer, when i lived in the house. Otherwise i was pretty much the one who left meetings early and went to bed while everyone else hung out, went out, or stayed up way later than i did. This sounds somewhat familar to my life now:) 

This photo is from our Sophmore summer formal. If you didnt know, formals were THE THING. Date or not, and who cares if you really like your date, they were a chance to get dressed up, have some 'tails and dance!And this one was the best bc we were used to dressing up for FALL WINTER SPRING formals which in New Hampshire means COLD COLDER WETTER in the temperature/forecast range.

 This is with Kajy and Gail. I was great friends with them and still get an Xmas card from Kajy. I am not sure where Gail is. But we had alot of fun.

 This is from a Fall formal, I think this is my junior year. I am pretty sure i wore that floral curtain dress the year i went to the formal with my friend and runner Bob the Dog. Bob went on to win the NCAA Xcountry and a few years after we graduated became an Olympian with Ed Eyestone and Steve Spence in the  marathon. I saw Bob a few years ago, he is from Hopkins and is an MD at the U of MN. Still runs, just not as fast and not as far.


And Do i have a clue as to what this is? No! I do NOT remember this picture but now that i study it i do remember that vest, that i obviously stretched making up some cleavage. Too funny.
I "borrowed" these off our Sigma Kappa Website that Catherine ( below) started and I am so excited to have emails for some of these lovely ladies. I may not have been THAT active in the sorority, I actually was too busy playing tennis. But i still value the friendships i made, and its fun to think about re-meeting these folks. And wow is it funny to see these pictures.
 Last, this is me and Suzy.
Looking sorta normal. Remember those Francois and somebody Girbaud jeans?
And if only i could have gotten a picture of the Bartyles and Jaymes wine coolers, We pretty much lived off those. oh and this awful concoction of Mauna Loa drink ( what is that anyways) and some bad vodka.

Not to make this all about drinks, beacuse it wasnt ( for me, thank you very much) but some of the stuff that was served at formals or at room to room tails. It makes my blood sugar rise thinking about it.
To go from White Russians, to Kamikazes, to Strawberry daquiris ?? I cant even think about all that sugar.  I hated beer in college, the frats smelled like bad beer. And other than Phi REDs, which were the sort of thing that burned a hole in the trash cans ( think RED KOOLAID AND BAD grain Alcohol) I didnt drink much at frat parties. I did have to play pong, and since i was so good ( LOB or SMASH?) I didnt have to drink alot.

Anyways, tangent but pretty fun to remember how excited we would get for those formals!

And my favorite:


Hope you are all having a great week!